When God speaks, do it!

Follow the Spirit

First, I want to share a post my friend, Shannon, put on her Facebook wall late last night.

“Quick miracle story tonight…I kept getting a random strong feeling I needed to go to Walgreens tonight. I was so tired but finally went and walked around wasting time looking at Valentines Day items for my son. All of a sudden a woman screamed at the top of her lungs ‘HELP SOMEBODY HELP ME MY BABY IS CHOKING!!!!’ My heart stopped. I had JUST cried over my friend’s account of when her baby passed away from choking last night. It is my worst nightmare. I even talked with my sister about it today and she reviewed with me what her emergency medical training had been for a baby choking over dinner tonight. I threw everything I had in my arms onto the floor, rushed over to the panicked mom, she threw her panicking baby in my arms, I landed on my knees, and calmly helped the little man work out the gummy he’d been choking on. It took a few agonizing seconds and the mom and other bystanders were screaming but the Lord blessed me with an uncharacteristic immense calm and knowledge of what to do at that exact moment, remembering everything my sister and previous first aid classes had taught me. When that baby finally dislodged that gummy and salivated all over me and the floor I finally breathed again myself. He had been so scared, and I don’t ever want to have to witness a mom going through that ever again. Obviously it wasn’t that baby’s time to go yet, but I was so relieved I’d listened to that still small voice in my heart leading me to that boy’s aid tonight. I was so happy to get such big hugs from him and his mother but when I got in the car I finally let the relief pour out of my eyes and said a deep felt prayer of thanks to God he was okay. I don’t know how and why the Lord chooses some to go home and some to stay, but I’m very grateful that little boy was able to go home to his mom tonight. And I’m grateful I listened to that prompting in my heart and was able to have that experience this evening. Now I’m completely and utterly drained from the intense adrenaline rush and am falling into bed. Hold your loved ones tightly. Life is short.”

This post really made an impression on me.  It seems Shannon’s focus on that event was more on lives saved vs. lives lost.  But to me, the real story is how easily the Lord was able to prepare her and then guide her to where He needed her to be so she could be His hands in that moment in that Walgreens.  That’s how the Lord works….through US!

Whenever I hear a story like this, I say to myself that I will be better at following promptings, big or small.  Sometimes those promptings come on powerfully or I have a thought repeatedly coming into my mind.  Those are easier to follow through on.  Other times, it has just been a passing thought.  So I pause and think, “What harm could be done by just following that feeling. It may just be a random thought.  But what if it isn’t?  What if it is the Spirit putting that thought into my mind?”  Often times we may never know the impact our actions may have on others.

A few weeks ago a woman posted on Facebook on our neighborhood group page that she was looking for a cheap location for a wedding reception and decorations to borrow for a young friend of hers who’s mother was back east (so she wasn’t available for hands on help) and was widowed, so her mother didn’t have the funds to help.  That left this young woman to find ways to pay for everything herself. Of course, this touched my heart being a widow with three young daughters of my own.  Immediately, the pavilion in my parents’ church parking lot came to my mind.  I didn’t know why.  I had never even been in it before or paid much attention to it when I have been to their church building.  The thought came amidst the craziness of getting kids off to school.  I thought, “Maybe I’ll send her a reply when the kids leave.”  ….And then I proceeded to completely forget.  (Sadly, not an uncommon occurrence for me.)  About an hour later my dad dropped by for a quick minute.  While he was here, he randomly mentioned that he and my mom were going to a wedding reception that night being held in the pavilion at their church.  (Seriously????)  That’s when I remembered the thought I had earlier.  So, I immediately went to my computer to send the message, before my early onset dementia took over again.  And then I went about my business.

Later that day, I got a message from the woman who made the post.  Her young friend had looked at the pavilion (which just happened to be decorated for the reception at the time, helping her really see what it could look like) and decided to use it.  The best part was that it was cost free!  The young woman was thrilled!

It was a simple thing.  All I did was send a message and then connect her to my father.  But to that young bride-to-be, it was a huge relief and an answer to her prayers.  It was a reminder to me of the importance of being usable in the Lord’s hands.  And that only comes through practice in following those promptings.  The more we act on them, the easier it will become to distinguish them, understand them and then do His will.  Oftentimes, we will not know the impact of our actions…or inaction.  Shannon could have easily dismissed that prompting and went about her day, and would never have known what happened there.  But she didn’t.  She acted.  And the result of her obedience was literally life changing.  I pray we all will be like Shannon…even when those promptings seem illogical or ridiculous.  As President Dieter F. Uchtdorf said, “Doubt your doubt before you doubt your faith.”  And that includes faith in your ability to be guided by the Spirit.

(As a side note, this is a crazy busy morning.  But I felt impressed to write this post today.  This is one of those times when I have no idea why, but, as I said before “What harm could be done by just following that feeling?”  So I made the time to do this….which meant skipping my workout, which is HUGE for me.  Who knows….maybe this is the Lord’s way of teaching ME.)

Calgon…take me away!

Flight risk

Remember that Calgon commercial?  (Do they even make Calgon anymore?)  Today is one of those days.  Who am I kidding.  Today?  It’s been longer than that, but let’s just focus on today.  This blog is titled “Life Uncensored”, right?  So….here you go.  My uncensored, current thoughts….

We have been dog sitting for almost a week now.  Today the dog’s hind leg is bothering him (he broke it as a puppy and now it hurts at times when the weather gets cold).  So, all morning, he has been lying on my bed sleeping.  And I want to join him.  But I can’t because my to do list is way too long.  And, yet, here I sit at 11:30 am trying desperately to avoid all things chore related.  I am tired.  I am emotionally wiped from a very rough morning and a very hard week.  My little challenge (my 9 year old with autism and ADHD) has been completely off her game for the last month or so and I can’t seem to find a solution.  Being her mom is exhausting!  And being a solo mom means I don’t have that emotional support at home or anyone to take the reins, even for a moment.  Thinking about doing this for however many more years overwhelms me.  And this PMS isn’t helping things!  (Is that TMI?  I did warn you that this was “uncensored”.  Continue reading at your own peril.)

So, what do I do?  I call my dad ranting and crying, buckle down, drink my happy juice (that’s what I call my pre-workout drink…it always peps me up…except for today), put on my running clothes and remind myself that about 1 1/2 miles in, when I hit my stride, I will be so glad I went running and then carry on with the rest of my day.  Ok….honestly, I’ve only currently gone as far as drinking the happy juice.  I’m trying to motivate myself to do the rest.  And all the while reminding myself how guilty I will feel if I instead give in to the temptation and eat the entire pan of brownies I made last night.

Life really sucks sometimes.  But, as I always say, I firmly believe there is opposition in all things (2 Nephi 2:11) and the pendulum will swing in the opposite direction.  After going through great trials, the moments of peace (even very brief, fleeting moments) are sweeter.  I know all things are for my good (Romans 8:28).  It’s just that sometimes I wish the Lord didn’t see a need to give me so many of those “for my good” moments.  Because this girl sure could use some rest.

I know there are others out there who feel the same as I.  So, if you happen to cross paths with someone who unknowingly steals your parking place, or cuts you off on the road, or behaves in some other inconsiderate way, stop and think that perhaps that person is having the same kind of day I’m having and they just need someone to cut them a little slack.  We all have those days (or years).  Say it with me…..WWJD….What would Jesus do?  (I thought that was appropriate being that the Super Bowl is this Sunday. ;))  Kind of a trite statement because of it’s overuse.  But there is something to it.  Afterall, isn’t that the whole purpose of why we are here on this earth.  Let’s all try to be a little kinder and more forgiving. You never know how that simple, loving act will trickle down.